So I'm looking for a woman who has a wholesome perspective of the male gender and the butch German woman is as close as I can get to that perspective... I trust the butch German woman because at least the relationship is honest... Aust's perspective of me is that I'm a giant who timidly approaches the podium and delivers my speech... I crumple the paper that the speech is written on after I leave... Am I doing anything wrong? No, I'm not doing anything wrong, it's just that the giant has the perspective that academe has a problem with... Academe can identify the student that has potential but then they want to pin that student with things that matter to academe but they don't matter to the giant. When it comes to male vs. female, the butch German woman knows the truth of the matter... Given sexual interest, what else is there?... Well, then there is 'The Horse'... Men are always the horse... In any paradigm that is sans religion, that seems to be the way it always works out. Academe has the aptitude for identifying students which have potential... but academe has a much greater aptitude for denying the student who has potential any avenue for achieving success in life.