So, what is it now, fucktard? How do you justify/explain the string of fuckups that is your life? What is it now, you were the fartiste at one point. Now you believe your ideas are opposed, because they're groundbreaking. But no one really opposes your ideas; you're ideas are not even considered. So go look for a new rationalization for why you have screwed up your own life, and, of course, continue ignoring your own responsibility.